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”when I grow up I wanna be a GirlGamer = PORNSTAR!”

6 Okt

The other day I saw an article ”pornstars who love videogames will satisfy all your fantasies” I did not click on it or read it beacuse I was thinking that it is certainly a good title with no content just to attract the readers. Many of you who follow me know that I feel welcome in the gaming world and have nothing against attractive, slender female characters. Since the game for me is the fantasy and reality is reality even though we may not always want them to be so. As a gamer you can easily just look in the gaming world and forget where the main problem lies. But I do have a limit and my limit is more ”what  is acceptebelt in real life!”

If I was twelve years old  in 2011 and have the same passion for the games that I have today, I would like to have a role model, someone to look up to, or simply find others who share the same interest and see what they do on the Internet, and to feel that I´m not alone =  for the crisis between accepting yourself and being accepted by others or to feel accepted by others thought I was a huge play at that age .. If I would search for that I Would then googling around on the gaming event for women or girls, or ”gamer girls” then I would to 95% end up on one side with scantily clad girls where you can buy playing time with girls who have there webcams on and makes you feel special.

Now back to the article, later I saw that someone linked a link on Facebook for ”http://www.pwnedbygirls.com” I thought ”shit what is this, hoping for strong self-assured e-sports girls.”

But NO. You are free to click on the link a bunch pornstars with gaming events and play with / for you. The next event is a ”topless” event. The images would fit in a pornmagazin and it looks literally like she poops out games on the couchI will only show pictures of a stone because a stone is in reality a better role model than these women.

”when I grow up I wanna be a GirlGamer = PORNSTAR!”

24 Sep

The other day I saw an article ”pornstars who love videogames will satisfy all your fantasies” I did not click on it or read it beacuse I was thinking that it is certainly a good title with no content just to attract the readers. Many of you who follow me know that I feel welcome in the gaming world and have nothing against attractive, slender female characters. Since the game for me is the fantasy and reality is reality even though we may not always want them to be so. As a gamer you can easily just look in the gaming world and forget where the main problem lies. But I do have a limit and my limit is more ”what  is acceptebelt in real life!”

If I was twelve years old  in 2011 and have the same passion for the games that I have today, I would like to have a role model, someone to look up to, or simply find others who share the same interest and see what they do on the Internet, and to feel that I´m not alone =  for the crisis between accepting yourself and being accepted by others or to feel accepted by others thought I was a huge play at that age .. If I would search for that I Would then googling around on the gaming event for women or girls, or ”gamer girls” then I would to 95% end up on one side with scantily clad girls where you can buy playing time with girls who have there webcams on and makes you feel special.

Now back to the article, later I saw that someone linked a link on Facebook for ”http://www.pwnedbygirls.com” I thought ”shit what is this, hoping for strong self-assured e-sports girls.”

But NO. You are free to click on the link a bunch pornstars with gaming events and play with / for you. The next event is a ”topless” event. The images would fit in a pornmagazin and it looks literally like she poops out games on the couchI will only show pictures of a stone because a stone is in reality a better role model than these women.

 

 

 

Shyy I´m turfing!

9 Aug

So I´m a gamer and I  also love to workout..  So if we put that together we get a  gamer+ workout  =  Gamingworkout  = Awesomeness =  Turf

last night it was raining and it was my very first day as a ”turfer”  (haha)  so I put on my workout outfit and went out in the rain to get my first zone and it was pretty hilarious because I know that an other turfer went by car (lazy) to get all the zones so when i saw that he/she was gone I took her/his  zones mohahaha ..

But its an awesome fight and an awesome way to have an awesome workout without thinking about how hard it is because you really want that zone and those points you get.

But Nerdphila wtf is turf? 

its a outdoor addiction… you take different zones, A zone can have 4 colors, A red = means it is owned by someone else. Yellow = no one owns it yet. Green = you own the zone. White =  that the zone is selected and has no tactical importance. When a zone is shown as striped it means that the zone is blocked. A zone becomes blocked up to 60 minutes after someone has taken it. A blocked zone cannot be taken.

Where Can I get turf? 

Dowload Turf from Android Market (only)  by searching for ”turf”.

Can I turf in USA ? 

right now turfing is big in sweden and still growing. I bet it will come to USA as well but time will tell right now its most swedish. But download it and check it out !

read more about it here: http://www.turfa.se/

I´m Someone, I´m a Gamer!

24 Nov

People often ask me, ”Why I play games and when/how I started?”

Today, I’m going to tell you what gaming means to me and how it has been a part of my life.  I’m pretty sure that I’m going to miss a lot of things but let’s get started.

I grew up with two older brothers that were 5 & 7 years older than me.  They have always been gamers and my dad was this tech freak to even my mum loved her gameboy.  So I was born in April 1990 and I was 6 when I received my very first console was my gameboy pocket in yellow (my favorite color).  It still works and I’m still playing it. I love this gameboy.  And my first PC game was…. *drum roll*   ….. PIPPI LONGSTOCKING!  How exciting right? 😉

I was fascinated by games even then but I didn’t talk with anyone about it. When I was 10, I was this Sims expert.  I had every Sims game you could own. I know every cheat code by heart and

everything..   When I was 11-12, I was shy. Not skinny but not super fat either, girls where starting to bully me  about my looks and about my clothes about how fat my stomach was. They criticized me that everything about me was wrong and they told me that every chance they got.

When I was 12-13, I played my first FPS game (before I had tried Battlefield 1945 but I didnt get a thing about it, haha)  My very first FPS game was Counter Strike (CS) and I played v1.5 and v1.6 then back to v1.5 then v1.6 again. Online, I was SOMEBODY.  But at the same time, no one knew me. I didn’t have a girlie nick or anything and everytime people found out that I was a girl, they started complaining and wanted know what I looked like and all this stuff. But CS was my freedom!  When I was playing I was playing with my whole heart. All my anger from the bullying was now focused on the game and after a good match, I could be breathe and proudly say to myself, ”Yes.. I did that!”

When I was 16-18,  I didn’t game very much I was trying to be someone I was not.  I played a few games on my Nintendo DS. When I turned 18, I got my ”first” boyfriend who was also a gamer. And for sure, I didn’t like his  Xbox 360 at all that time, believe it or not. But while he was playing Guild Wars I started to get closer to his Xbox 360, and tried out Assassin’s Creed  and I loved it. Later, I started to play Guild Wars and I stole his guild in time. 😉

When I was playing, he was at the store buying me candy …. okay .. kidding… that only happened once!  haha

When I was 19,  I was still being bullied.  So when I graduated school, I decided to move.  33 miles away to Jönköping, where I live right now. I started nursing school and I had NOTHING in common with the people in my class but then I started to meet new people from the other schools and now I have alot of friends from the college and they really accept me for who I am for the first time in my life!!

I’ve accepted myself. Realizing, ”I like games. I LIKE GAMES. And I’m able to do that.”  I also love geeky

jewelry and nerdy t-shirts.

I remember when I was 16 and I made some awesome Nintendo turtles style jeans but the girls told me to throw them in the trash so I did…  Now I love wearing nerdy shirts and buying new ones as often I can.  I bought my own Xbox 360 in November 2009  and DAMN it’s turning 1 year this month. I also started my Nerdphilia blog in January 2010,  so its almost a year old as well.  And I got a lot of new online friends and meet a lot of people with the same interests.  I’m never going to be a pro gamer or kicking every one’s butt in any game but at least I love my life, and I like games!

I never seen myself as a GIRL gamer.  I’m a gamer or I play games.  And if you ask me, games are good for you!

I guess, I’m not the only one with this story.  I know a lot of gamers that have been bulled and find peace while playing.

 

But remember you’re AWESOME just the way you are!

 


 

 

Nintendo will surprise with new home console!

4 Sep

I read today on 3Djuegos site that they had the chance to chat with Yoshio Sakamoto, co-creator of the metroid and nindento head of a group SPD (in charge of the warioware series and others)

When they asked about the new nintendo gossip =  the new nintendo home console, sakamoto ofc did not disclose important deatails about the machine but they found out that we can expect something suprising. In his own words :

”At Nintendo we always have the obligation to surprise users with a new console. We have never done what others. We prefer to create something new that catches attention, and I think this will continue at this time. Surely the new Nintendo machine will leave you all with my mouth open. ”

Maybe something like this:

Or my dream would be something like inte the movie ”Gamer”  a gameroom when you controll everything, but that is soooo 2025!

I´m A Girl And Gamer!

21 Aug

I was born 1990, the very first gaming memory i have is with commandore 64,  i didnt know how to play but it was fun to just walk around in the different shop with donald duck.. People often ask me why i like games, and how it all started, its sad that some people still dont belive in gamer girls exist and think we just playing games to attention,  many people also ask me right away  ”do you have brothers?”  and yes i do have 2 big brothers that have been into gaming or still is. But is it becuse of them i

started to play? i really dont know.

i remember that i wasnt allowed to play on theire consolles becuse i was this litle sister who was pro att destroying things.. But they are 5 and 7 years older than me so when they where in school i played, im not stupied MOHAHAH!

(sorry brothers)  I remember

playing zelda on nintendo 64 and finalfantasy at theres characters .. OPS…. but i didnt save and i couldnt get father in to the game but i just loved to go around and do some kills and just enjoy the graphic and the game.

My very first own gaming consolle where Gameboy pocket.. its yellow and still working.

When i turned 13-14 i started to game more pc games or i have always been this pcgaminggirl but when i was 13-14 i was stuck in counterstrike, i was playing a lot and my girl friends thought i was wierd and crazy for being infront of the computer and playing counterstrike so much, but i loved it!

When i was 16 i meet a boy and he lived far away from my home so when he was at school i was gaming at his home,  he download a few games and i was gaming, so i have been gaming a lot but i didnt talk to anyone about my love to games, that i was totally fashinated about games and technoligy  i always tryied to be this girly girl but i never was… i dont LOVE shopping, i dont love shose i dont paint my nails or have jewries. Now i have exept it im not like everyone else.

When i meet an other boy when i was 18 i got my first wive in Guildwars, FANTASTIC.  It was awsome and not so damn difficult

.  I have always promise myself to never try WOW and im proud that i never had, i bet i would be stuck by now if i tryed it, but GW steal youre time to.

when i was 19 i didnt game so much, i still didnt know who i was, but when i moved from my homevillage to my collage city Jönköping  and meet more gaming & tech people and i could finally be myself and after 6 month i ”came out of the closet”  as IM A NERD!

And starting to blog about gamin & tech january 2010

and yepp i found myself. it may sound wierd but this is me.

Right now im back to consolle i love my dear xbox 360 elite and right now is playing RDR..  I perfer FPS games and my favorite game right now is still Bad Company 2 cant stop loving it!

Part 2  will be up soon .. (sorry for my bad english & gramma, i´m still learning)